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stolen from pat: [20 Apr 2009|03:07pm] this is kinda scarily accurate. the forced to compromise is definitely being in florida. haha ashley whitaker took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Seeks success and independence. Is willing to ove..." Click here to read the rest of the results. post comment

[24 Dec 2008|07:06pm]  self-destructive spiral. post comment

[12 Dec 2008|05:47pm] i feel stranded here. my ears are on fire. i've been having really nice dreams only to wake up feeling completely empty and alone. keep busy. keep busy. keep busy. keep busy.  vodka goes surprisingly well with green tea. i just want to sleep until july. post comment

he's probably the best thing that's ever happened to you. [06 Dec 2008|04:58pm]  in florida until april. it's weird being back.  when i left i thought that i would never go back. fell right back into the same old routine. matt's in afghanistan until july.  probably the hardest thing ever is not knowing what's going on or if he's okay. blah. losing sleep. post comment

ugh. [06 Oct 2008|02:35pm] a whole lot of nonsense basically sums up this weekend. i couldnt stay at my aunts this weekend, because her son was coming over, and i already am one too many for the house. couldnt drive my car, because i manage to still be short with the money for my plates. got into a wierd argument, havent been able to talk to them all weekend, and now i have no idea what happend. sometimes i wonder why i can never stand up for myself. always afraid of hurting someone and in the long run just making it so much worse. i love making myself look bad, ugh. post comment

life's an adventure, drink it up! or some shit. [30 Sep 2008|12:28am] september has been a month full of craziness: -kicked out of my brother's house for not having a job two weeks after i graduated cosmetology school. -lived in limbo for a day or two. -moved into my aunt's who has no room for me, literally. -wierd birthday. only gift recieved was a spiderman watch from my ex. -TRYING to build my adult life literally from the ground up. (this can go into extensive detail...) -living off of cutting peoples hair lol. -constantly driving up to 28 miles with my fuel light on. -crazily unexpected boy drama... all in all i think i live a pretty eventful life. i look at this in no way as a negative. i'm turning into a well-rounded, or at least, crazily resourceful, individual. post comment

[15 Sep 2008|05:12pm] relatively uneventful birthday. actually, completely uneventful. didnt do anything. post comment

birth of the death of... [03 Sep 2008|09:03pm] my earlobe fell off when i pulled on it. i freaked out and tried reattaching it with a thumbtack into the side of my head, and hoped for the best. growing more and more concerned, worried that people would notice, a woman told me: "dont worry, they always grow back" story of my life: "i like you, but i'll ignore you." "get ahold of me, but i dont care if you do." "you're so interesting, yet i dont give a shit" this is so disheartening. post comment

[28 Aug 2008|06:28pm] so school's done with, yet 99.99% of the jobs available are for licensed cosmetologists. and my brother and sister-in-law dont understand that. i cant just go out and get a job right out of school. i have to have my papers, register with the state, and THEN make an appointment to take my tests. ....which can have a 5 month waiting list. but apparently if i dont have a job in 2 weeks they're threatening to have me kicked out...... whatever. post comment

clueless [22 Aug 2008|11:03pm] i hate watching happy movies alone. too depressing... i graduate cos school tomorrow. it's so wierd, another step into adulthood done with. blah. i feel old. next goal: illustration i'll never be done with school. post comment

[27 Jul 2008|04:08pm] the past two weeks were utterly insane. ended old things, tried new things. adventures. good company. happy ashley. 1 comment|post comment

stepping out of my box [08 Jan 2008|01:08pm] it's nice to actually get out there and meet new people. i've really been hindering myself. post comment

i like you a little more than i'd like to admit. [01 Jan 2008|01:59pm] everything's confusing. but a happy confused. i think everything is finally going to work out for the better. 2007 was by far the most stressful year of my life to date. start over. post comment

[26 Dec 2007|01:01pm] i have an amazing family. i don't think i'd trade it for the world. post comment

fifteen bucks little man. [18 Dec 2007|08:44pm] i'm terrified of being on the floor. though i lucked out and got the notorious big tipper. post comment

[14 Dec 2007|10:13pm] the events of the past few nights have been very discouraging. i need to change this. post comment

slow is the word. [13 Dec 2007|06:16pm] uh. first freeway car accident. i'm fine, cars...okay; not my fault; no ticket. anyways. long overdue overhaul on how i approach new friendly "interests". this has actually been in progress for about 7 months, but now i'm actually able to apply it, considering im single. my neck hurts and im still shaking. ugh. 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2007|03:15am] well. that was more or less a punch in the gut. 2 comments|post comment

[01 Nov 2007|06:45am] so many things have been going on. the school schedule is becoming intense. no more boy. a two ton weight has been lifted. i think the bronchitis is starting to go away. now to just clear out my lungs. katie and i are to be drifters. no monitary obligations, travel, complete freedom. so, so tempting. post comment

[23 Sep 2007|03:18pm] a lots happened. started cos school. i love it. it's challenging and fun. it's awesome to learn something that you actually WANT to be doing. i got a job. i start tuesday. i feel like im a year behind everyone my own age. i got a late start, but at least im finally doing what i want to do. next: art school. seems so far away. i know that sooner or later i will go. i HAVE TO. i will regret it the rest of my life if i dont. i cant just ignore that. i took joe to ann arbor for his birthday. bought him a couple comics. every time my dad visits he seems to be 5 yrs older than before. it's sad. my cousin was married in chicago on that one river that they dye green every year on st. pattys day. i will have a new niece very soon. 4 comments|post comment

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